stand still

i remember when i had so much down time i didnt know what to do with myself. that seems like a lifetime ago. ive been so caught up in the rush of things these days that i have put aside even the things i routinely do...the dreams and aspirations that i hold so dear are at a halt. projects and creative moments have come to a stand still. ive neglected to notice the details, to stop and smell the flowers, and to enjoy those small moments. my daily exercise of sharing photos have become eradic. trying to make time for everyone seems overwhelming. carefree moments over a simple meal have vanished. and even when there is a moment or two to do these things, i would prefer to curl up for a nap. but perhaps planning a wedding, trying to buy a home, planning a future, pursuing photography, working in a stressful environment, meeting up with friends and family, shortening that neverending to-do list, and keeping a sound mind werent meant to be done all in the same breath. and all this without a husband and children...yet.
so, how do people with a family and career pursue their dreams? or does something give?

i wonder if its too much to ask for time to stand still
for
just
a moment
before i


leap off
this mountain
to climb the next...