being strong

i am being called to go back to india, a place very special to me for many reasons. but this time, i return with a different heart...and a very different perspective. this time i am returning as a follower of Christ, a daughter of God. the notions and beliefs i used to carry are no longer. but its so difficult to leave home when i now have a reason to stay... ive been wondering where all this strength is coming from, and i have a feeling that many are praying for me. thank you if you are one of them. :)