unfinished business

sometimes i wonder if i will ever finish...
if i thought i had little time to do all the things i wanted to do before, there is even less time now. there is so much unfinished business in my life. unfinished projects. unfinished conversations. unfinished journeys. and occasionally, i think i have unfinished relationships. even on a daily basis, unfinished things pile up and im realizing that not finishing can be detrimental to the spirit; it makes me restless. and if there is a moment or two after feeding the baby, washing the bottles, doing laundry, editing a photo or two or three, spending a few quality moments with my husband, playing with charlie, going for a brisk walk, and oh yes, squeezing in nap...if after all this i find a moment, i find that all i want to do is nothing at all.
yes, im a total rookie at this. i never thought i would be a wife, let alone a mother. and im a beginner at both. i keep telling myself that it will get easier, that i would get to those unfinished items, but new ones keep popping up. perhaps i should just accept that there are some things that i will never finish and that i should be ok with that.

...i ll have to sit with that for a few moments.